JJ keeps having nightmares from the day his parents died. That day, that he lost everything. His whole family. He was just a little kid at the movies with his parents, and in just a few minutes he was an orphan. Lost his mom, his dad, even his baby sister was taken away from him.
JJ is bitter sure, I mean who wouldn’t be, and yeah he drinks too much which is really a problem at 14, but he’s got so much in his head. So many bad memories and that man he keeps seeing in his dreams, he knows that man was the one that set that fire that killed all those people at the theater where his parents died.
JJ feels hopeless all the time, seems like no matter how much he tries he keeps messing up, and he keeps getting in trouble. He’s a burden. A burden to his aunt who took him in after his parents died a burden to his school, to the town, even to his little sister who he barely sees these days.
JJ is having a hard time figuring stuff out, and then there is the whole thing with liking boys. He hasn’t give this particular issue very much thought, but his friendship with Mckinley is making it harder and harder to ignore.
He wants to do good, he does, but he won’t be able to get peace until he can let go of the past, of what happened to parents. He knows that the only way to do that is to finally figure out what happened the night they died. He has his suspicions and starts looking into them little by little…Except life is happening to him finally. He is making headway, most days he doesn’t have that sinking feeling that fucking up his life for good is just a matter of time.
He’s letting people into his life and that is making a difference. He can even see his sister again now that he is not messing up all the time. He’s making progress, but there are still things that hold him back and the more he looks into how his parents died, the more he thinks the person who did is still out there.
I like how Johanna writes very much, she’s got a great sense for how young minds work and she is VERY aware that young doesn’t mean dumb or emotionally stunted. Young people struggle with big feelings and big issues, many times on their own because their very struggles make them feel completely isolated. They need support and they need a little faith some times to get on track and move on. JJ learned to rely on himself, and to open up to others who would hold him up, and that made the difference in him being able to move one.
I enjoyed this story because it felt familiar and it felt true to life, sometimes we are our own obstacle, and sometimes we just need a break and something to hope for. The mystery was also pretty intriguing, and kept me on my toes until the end. I liked the bit of darkness Johanna added here and I certainly enjoyed the lightness she threaded through it as well.
Great young adult title, totally recommend.
Every Inferno is available for purchase here.
Cheers and happy reading!